it is a bad bad day

I duno why, i m so moody today, guess- because im alone today.
being ffk by fren, smal sis go to prom night, im alone at home without having dinner.
yes, im extremly moody, im alone today, bf at penang, no one at home with me, only 2 doggies barking at me craving for food.
I jx cut my hair today at kevin chan because sis wan go set her hair for prom night, not really satisfied wit it. spent 23 for a hair, kinda broke for it. But i enjoy the young guy cutting my hair. This was the 1st time i let guy cut my hair, the feeling is different, especially when he blowed my hair . *shy*
however, my hair drops alot, guess gonna bald soon :(
tonight, gonna be a bad night, tonight gonna be a bad bad night, every1 is enjoying outside, while im alone at home doing nothing. how come, when i nid some friend accompany me and there is no one there for me ? how come, a companist for dinner also dont have ?
majority, all of the friend list, they are male, and female friend is hard to be seen. am i not sociable ? i admit that i very hard to be approached, because im afraid of being used, or being hurt by friend. sometimes, will jealous those ppl got alot friend. well, i admit tht im kinda bored person. yea, a boring + weird personality. anyway friends, i cherish our relationship :)