it is a bad bad day

I duno why, i m so moody today, guess- because im alone today.
being ffk by fren, smal sis go to prom night, im alone at home without having dinner.
yes, im extremly moody, im alone today, bf at penang, no one at home with me, only 2 doggies barking at me craving for food.
I jx cut my hair today at kevin chan because sis wan go set her hair for prom night, not really satisfied wit it. spent 23 for a hair, kinda broke for it. But i enjoy the young guy cutting my hair. This was the 1st time i let guy cut my hair, the feeling is different, especially when he blowed my hair . *shy*
however, my hair drops alot, guess gonna bald soon :(
tonight, gonna be a bad night, tonight gonna be a bad bad night, every1 is enjoying outside, while im alone at home doing nothing. how come, when i nid some friend accompany me and there is no one there for me ? how come, a companist for dinner also dont have ?
majority, all of the friend list, they are male, and female friend is hard to be seen. am i not sociable ? i admit that i very hard to be approached, because im afraid of being used, or being hurt by friend. sometimes, will jealous those ppl got alot friend. well, i admit tht im kinda bored person. yea, a boring + weird personality. anyway friends, i cherish our relationship :)

Only Love - trademark

This was the song my 1st bf declared his love in the greeting card via email few years ago, finally i got it. i love this song very much.

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
That's something only love can do

KTM

今天乘踏快铁回SUBANG花了两小时，在TASIK SELATAN等了半小时，接着在KL SENTRAL 等了好久，好累好累。一路上，我只想回家，我的脚好酸好酸。
火车上，遇到色狼，想乘机吃我豆腐，结果挨了我一拳。
-本小姐最恨遇到这些毛小子，别以为我扛很多东西想吃我豆腐，可恶！
八点钟，抵达目的地，一路上，很艰辛。
路上，遇见来自各地的外劳，想必他们都是为了自己的梦想目标离乡背井来干活。
要离开自己所爱的人到陌生的地方干活并不容易，面对语言障碍背对着外劳名分来干活，一点都不容易。
若那一天，离乡背井深学的日子到来，是否我也能够这么坚强熬过一切？是否我能很勇敢对大家说我可以我一定会成功？我很期待又害怕，因为我知道我不能再错过这机会了，等待着。