7.3.2008

7/3/2008,A day before election.Not as secondary school,my Sux ucsi got class.Today start my class from 10 until 3pm.In this middle ,just got half hour rest.Hate this college so much,nothing is good,onli the fee is super GOOD.After class around 4pm,my sister come fetch me.And so,we go to phang phangs shop eat.See,this the picture i took. Japanese food.Nice nice oh.

压力

時間過得很快，縂覺得時間不夠用。忙什么自己也不太清楚。若说我每天出去玩，可以回答你我每天都在学校过乖乖女的日子。有好多地方想要去，有课余时间的只有假日，人生好凄惨。每天回到房，桌上就叠着一堆书等着处理，废话不是拿去丢，得想办法把这些书啃完，不知哪天会冒出QUIZ。。本以为读音乐很轻松，以现在状况来说，一点都不简单，一三上到七点，二四五的课还算轻松，晚上才是最悲惨的事，练琴。身为音乐生得付出约会时间，睡觉时间练琴，或许你说你不需要，那也行，到最后吃亏的只会是自己。一个出色的音乐家，一天至少会花八小时的时间坐在那小而黑的钢琴椅。我期待着拥有自己舞台的那一刻，或许要等多十年吧？
本人恨死星期一和三，上课到七点很累，而且九点就开始醒来受苦，忙呀忙，忙呀忙，半夜十二点还在洗澡，累透了还得把功课做完才好交代。。这学期有考试JURY 1，现在才搞好一首普，还有两首等着我呢。。要在考试之前背好学好还真是很压力。。加上有个经验不足的教任让人实在那不出任何一点的信心来。。或许是我给自己多余的压力，我想把谱弹的完好无缺，曾经是拿过最高分的那一个，不想在这学期分数落得没脸见人。若当时没换教任，现在会是怎样呢？好想念之前的教任。。好想换回她。。

Day 23

It was a day full wit activity.A day tht Jay Chou come.Morning 8am, i woke.Of course not going for the big celebrity concert, i went to school practise my piano.Recital is coming soon, cant make myself disappointed in front of so many audience,so i have to do the best.Thought of wake early go to recital hall use the grand piano,who knows,there is some one that earlier than me.So mad.So i practise my piece in a normal grand piano class room.When the time 9.50am, i went to recital hall and try for my luck, Jia wei is inside practising her song.So i try to ask her whether what time she will finish.She said she 10am will finiz.SO i wait there.When my turn,i try to focus and imagine there are audience in front of me.Play 2 times onli,som1 come in and said she is having class here.TUng~seriusly heart break.What for i wake so early to use tis 5minit recital grand piano hall ??? At last , i spent my whole morning at UCSI COLLEGE,thts all for my sweet beauty sleep time... sigh.
Around 3sumting,me , jessica,angelina,listya eat at samosa,then we went to klcc by taxi to buy ticket.After shop a while at klcc ,then we sit lrt to kl sentral then change monorail to sg wang.it is really stupid ,cox actually we can walk there to sg wang .it is so near onli lo.haha.We shop until the sg wang shop all close lo.so scary.when back home ad 11.20am.found tht sit taxi cheaper than sit lrt lo.faster and cheaper.today i bought alot of things.spent around 200 somthing.until not enough money have to go atm withdraw.I bought a violin bow cost 112 after discount, a rosin 19.90 , eye liner 24.90 , rotiboy 1.80 , lulu kuih nyonya , baby powder mist(suppose to be baby oil :( ) 5.90 , an eye mask 8.60 .too tired to continue write it.so thts all for today.i nid a foot massager :)

if u love me, let me feel it no matter it is near or far.
prove me that u are worth to be loved.

When can i back home ???

A lonely day for me again.

Actually not lonely,but feel lonely wanna go home.

Chinese new year coming,every1 is going back,

while i still have to study.

Having very unstable mood tonight

the feel walking under rain is so great

no one can see whether it is tears or water

i dun like to drop tears

but seems like som1 havin the remote control

i m sorry i m not tough enough,

i wish i can,

but i cant.

Cherish.

i bought a lot a lot new baju for myself this year.
i tell myself i will treat myself better than last.
saw a news that bus crash and 3ppl died 7injured.
one of the victim is my roomate's fren's brother's girl friend..
she was on her way to meet her bf..
god is so cruel to bring her away..
so sad to hear about tht.
sometimes,
life is so short until we cant know what's happen in next second.
cherish the time u have and treat ur love one better.

i miss u..

Chinese new year is coming,
what's the feeling u tell me ?
happy? sad?
i oso duno..
the feeling is not as strong like last time anymore.
after come to college,
new year still is a study day.
i hate college life,
looks nice but it isnt good.
13th /2 have to pok mia for midterm ad,
not kidding.
it is not fun at all.
i hate my college seriously.
price sux, lecturer sux, nothing good.
tml 1th/2 ,my hubby back hometown,
its turn to left me alone at here.
Alone,really not feel good.
When can i back home?
wanna fast fast run away from here.
mama papa smal b,
so miss u all..
when can i see u all.
i like secondary life.
can we back to the days?
when small,
we wish to grow bigger,
when big,
we wish we are small forever.
i wish i can see u all everyday..
i dun like separate.